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<-- my life, by webgoddesscathy --> :: Thursday, November 25, 2004 :: This weekend I'm going home to relax and refocus. Sometimes going home really helps my perspective. I think I need it. Tonight I came home and saw the lobby of my apartment building all lit up with Christmas lights and garlands and a big Christmas tree. It lifted my spirits so much, I just wanted to sit there the whole night. I love Christmas. Thank god for Christmas. If it were a person, I would hug it tight. :: Cathy 7:12 PM [+] :: 0 comments Last night, the Raptors won and I lost the love of a good friend. It's weird how sometimes you feel like your heart is not alive. :: Cathy 7:02 PM [+] :: 2 comments :: Tuesday, November 23, 2004 :: Lately, I've been a little down. Focusing on the crappy things. So, today, I'm deciding to feel pretty proud of myself. I'm doing really well on my financial goals that I set for myself. YAY! I'm also doing really well on my career stuff. I'm learning, I'm doing some interesting projects, I've been promoted to a pretty sweet position. YAY! I'm also kicking ass in my course, although I'm not sure I'm learning all that much. And I doubt that I'm that smart that's just me. However, it's still a success. And I'm not gaining weight. I honestly haven't weighed myself in a long long time. But My clothes aren't getting any smaller. They're not getting any bigger, but shut up cuz I'm focussing on the positive here. Mar reminded me that every day we make choices. I'm trying to learn to be happy with the ones I've made. Today is reserved for not regretting my choices. Today is the day I'm happy that I did SOMETHING (and did it well) rather than paralyzing myself with indecision, rather than beating myself up for the things that I haven't gotten around to yet. There is plenty of time for more life in the days to come. So, YAY for me! :: Cathy 7:13 PM [+] :: 1 comments I love my MP3 player. My Panasonic SV-MP30V. Fits in my cleavage. Perfect. :: Cathy 3:02 PM [+] :: 1 comments :: Monday, November 22, 2004 :: I feel bad about today. I wasn't the nicest person. I complained about my client to my team, I was snotty to my boss and didn't spread joy like I often try to. I barely even spoke to some of my usual coworkers. Today I did not feel refreshed by my weekend. I'm not exactly sure what the problem was. I guess I feel like I didn't accomplish much. I'd meant to finish decorating my place. Didn't do ANYTHING. I'd been waiting for Alex to come over to help me with it and we had a bit of a disagreement so that added to the unpleasantness. I had a migraine. I didn't clean anything. I didn't cook anything. I went to Alex's house and we watched TV. I read my book. Lovely bones. Great book. But it didn't feel like much. The one great thing I did was go to visit Scott and Kat and watch the Grey Cup on their massive lovely TV. Well, I suppose I didn't exactly watch. It was more like, sitting, blabbing, and stuffing my face with yummy food while the Grey Cup played in the background. It was great. I really don't get together with my friends enough. I need to focus on those good things instead of moping about the bad. Life would be nothing without friends. :: Cathy 4:59 PM [+] :: 4 comments
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